So, my last journal was my "First journal in 2 years" and i put it up in May 2012.
....
It's April 1st 2013, and while I've been a little active on DeviantART this whole time(not posting anything myself, just watching, looking, commenting and favoriting) i haven't made a journal.
So...i pretty much have no motivation right now, aside from the occasional spark to try and do something. It's just...my skill is so below where i want it to be, and i get so frustrated that i cant get all these tons of ideas in my head onto paper.
I really need to start looking for tutorials and stuff, since taking a class or something isn't possible right now(O